Sunday, April 5, 2009

BLOG INI DITUTUP

secara rasminya blog ini ditutup.. coz mulai skrg aku sudah punya tempat utk meluahkan isi hatiku.. wakakaka... moga ALLAH S.W.T merahmati hubungan aku.. amin...

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Kajian: PPSMI 'bantut kecerdasan murid'

Kajian lapan universiti awam mendapati dasar Pengajaran dan Pembelajaran Sains dan Matematik dalam Bahasa Inggeris (PPSMI) "menimbulkan kerugian berganda kepada murid" dan "tidak menguntungkan, sebaliknya membantut tahap kecerdasan murid."

Kajian yang diusahakan Permuafakatan Badan Ilmiah Nasional (Pembina) dan melibatkan 53 pakar bahasa itu mendapati, pelaksanaan PPSMI hanya memberikan kesan minimum – kurang daripada 4 peratus – kepada pencapaian bahasa Inggeris secara menyeluruh.

"Dari segi perkiraan analisis kos-faedah dalam konteks pelaburan jangka panjang, amalan PPSMI tidak menguntungkan, sebaliknya membantut tahap kecerdasan murid serta merugikan generasi akan datang.

"Dengan ini, disarankan supaya dasar PPSMI diberhentikan.

"Ia juga harus diterokai pendekatan alternatif pengajaran bahasa Inggeris cara lain yang lebih konkrit dan praktikal, iaitu dengan menggubal dan menambahbaikan kurikulum dan pedagogi mata pelajaran bahasa Inggeris itu sendiri," laporan itu dipetik.

Laporan sepuluh halaman itu turut mendedahkan pelaksanaan PPSMI menimbulkan kerugian berganda kepada murid, terutama kepada 75 peratus murid sederhana dan lemah dalam tiga mata pelajaran terlibat – bahasa Inggeris, Sains dan Matematik.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

my spp interview!!

topic : CARI BINI!!!

itu ler dier yg dato tu tanya... aku borak2 jer degn dier psl gadis2 sabah nih... aku nervous giler tapi itu jer yg dier tanya!! siut jer... tapi nasib ler dpt dato yg relax, if dpt yg stricit mampuih ler kome..allhamdullialah ler... best nyer dpt balik semenanjung nih.. recharge my spirit nih.. aduii.. the last few days amat2 menakjubkan.. semua nya berlaku dgn begitu pantas.. hope semuanya ok..

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Poor English impedes lessons

MANY students are already weak in Mathematics and Science.

Teaching these two subjects in English, a subject most students are poor in, only compounds the difficulty they have in understanding the subjects.

And it certainly does not help when nearly 60% of Maths and Science teachers are not fluent in communicating in English, while only 45% of them are comfortable teaching in the language.

These findings are some of the results from a research project conducted last year by Prof Datin Dr Juriah Long and her team from Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia's Education Faculty.

Their objectives were to obtain information on the teaching of Maths and Science in English within the context of Malaysia’s diverse student population, and to gauge the effectiveness of this policy.

Commissioned by Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka, the study involved 8,886 individuals from 242 schools in the country.

Divided into three categories, the participants included 1,650 school administrators, Maths and Science panel heads and teachers, as well as 7,236 Form Two students.

The study shows that there is a clear schism between the background of students who are comfortable learning the two subjects in English, compared with those who have difficulty understanding the lessons.

Not surprisingly, non-Malay students from urban areas with a high socio-economic background generally prefer learning Maths and Science in English.

Rural Malay students from national schools and coming from low-income families show the most concern over their difficulty in understanding those subjects in English.

These findings were reflected in the test scores for the 2004 mid-year Maths and Science exams for the Form Two students.

Students who prefer learning the subjects in English obtained higher results for both the subjects, compared with their compatriots.

About 95% of students feel they are not using English fully in their Maths and Science lessons, neither are they psychologically prepared to study those two subjects in English.

Almost half of them are worried over their difficulty in understanding the lessons, as well as their ability to answer exam questions in English.

The study also showed that while over three-quarters of Science teachers and two-thirds of Maths teachers are specialised in their field, their Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) score for English was generally poor.

Less than 40% of teachers are able to effectively teach in English, although nearly 80% of them claim they are psychologically prepared to improve their teaching of Maths and Science in English.

Only slightly more than half were confident and enjoy teaching both subjects in English.

A good majority of the Maths and Science teachers involved in the study had attended courses relating to the policy, including curriculum-orientation and software.

Between 51% and 63% of Maths and Science teachers agree that the courses they attended and the buddy system, where they are paired up with an English teacher who assists them in terms of language, was a good approach.

Based on the data collected from teachers, there are five main problems in the implementation of teaching Maths and Science in English.

They are: students’ command of English, their method of learning, teachers’ method of teaching, equipment and mismatch between the implementation of the teaching of Maths and Science in English and the National Education Policy.

Among the recommendations of the study were that teachers be allowed to conduct Maths and Science lessons bilingually, especially in lower secondary classes, so that students can acquire a solid foundation in the subjects through their first language.

For students who are clearly disadvantaged in the implementation of this policy, motivational programmes in the form of English language camps and student exchange programmes should be conducted to help them improve their English language skills.

In addition, it was suggested that the Education Ministry should give these students an opportunity to continue studying Maths and Science in Bahasa Malaysia right up to the tertiary level, so that they may master the two subjects effectively.

The study concluded that the implementation of the teaching of Maths and Science in English was done in a hurried manner without proper in-depth study of the strengths and weaknesses of the policy.

The findings show that there is a mismatch between the objective and the implementation of the policy, which may result in disadvantaged students missing out on equal access to quality education.

Kepulangan...

best rasanyer nk pulang nih... berjumpa dgn family.. aku really perlukan pulihkan jiwa dan semangat.. my soul need recharge battery dowh.. mmg 2 bulan lebih ni agak2 taxing... cant wait to go back..

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Less than 2 weeks...

what have i got myself into..... wakkakaa.. this is juz crazy man.. entah ler, is this the right move or it would be disastrous?? i dunt have a clue what going to happen.. but all the best,, hope my heart can and want to accept this sudden changes in my life..hope aku dpt menerima seadanya.. tapi jika semuanya xmenjadi spt yg aku mahu, juz move on man.. the time would come.. rite??

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

solar hybrid

syukur ler ada nyer solar nih.. dpt nikmati elektrik 24 hours.. tapi sempat gak kau merasa pakai genset.. merasa mlm2 yg gelap.. sememangnya sengsara hidup disini.. tp skrg syukur ler, aku boleh survive dgn ada nya elektrik.. skrg nih hrp dpt ler sedia air.. terdesak sgt nih nk air bersih.. loya tekak asik minum air hujan jer.. aiyokk.. lamer2 mcm ni ntah jadi mutant aku nih..

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

kepala aku dh tepu!!

ape benda ler nk kena study lagi nih... dh jadi cikgu pn kena study lagi.. giler tul study 6 tahun mmg rasa penat.. betul2 mcm ada satu cite yg penah study masa foundation dulu.. bila dh grad rasa mcm dh tua jer.. semua yg di study tu mmg knowledge but for 6 years i juz need a break man.. nk sambung blajar pun xmenarik lagi.. if nk smbg blajar pun maybe dlm bende2 yg interest aku.. bkn lagi belajar krn sekeping sijil tapi blajar kerana keinginana sindri dan minat aku.. hikhik.. 3 minggu lagi.. the moment of truth.. may change my life for better or worse... berdoa sajer ler semoga semuanya akn menjadi spt yg dijangka dan aku leh ler settle down forever... huhuhuhu

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Untouchables

sometimes kt melihat kembali bagaimana mudahnya situasi berubah.. aku sdg mengalami kejutan.. bulan mac ni ada byk perkara yg akan berlaku yg akn mengubah seluruh hidup aku.. tapi aku xmau berharap sgt.. krn byk kali telah aku mengharap pada yg xpasti dan hasilnya kecewa shj.. tapi aku betul2 nervous nih.. less than 3 weeks ni,, adui... hrp2 inilah dia the end of my 'journey'...

Monday, February 16, 2009

Temuduga SPP

bring it on!!! entah ler,, walaupn dh bertahun2 aku present kat depan kelas still masih nervous bile ada benda2 mcm nih.. for me, this juz formaliti.. if dia tanya psl benda2 pengetahuan am nih,, insyallah aku leh layan jer... nway,, bagus ler get this thing done sooner.. skrg nih prob tul dgn induksi dan btn.. sial tul ler mpik nih.. if tak leh wat aku leh jer apply wat kat sini.. susah sgt ker nih.. ni wat aku panas jer.. hidup disini bertambah perit plak,, musim kemarau takde air.. dulu hujan lebat smpi banjir skrg kering kontang!! ni ler pron di pedalaman, sentiasa pikir ada air atau elektrik..

Sunday, February 15, 2009

RAPUH

Detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata
kupersembahkan kepadaMu
yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadaMu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
diriMu yang bertahta

detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir padaMu

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Gotta Be Somebody

Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing, I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my own breath, right up ’til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it’s just like deja vu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they’re not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

You can’t give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you’re holding on
Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know their not alone
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

dimana aku berada??

adakah ini jalanya atau hanya satu jerangkap samar yg menunggu utk meletupkan jiwaku ini? maybe this would be the definitve moment in my life.. is it?? im too tired too wait.. if i grab would it be callous?? kdg2 kita kena amik stern action or .... aduhai.. byk kali aku melihat dlm sekelip mata, nasib berubah.. bak kata yg slalu aku sebut, walaupun makanan dlm perut pun leh kuar balik if bkn rezeki kita..juz hold on man..

give up on politics...

what the heck is happening?? semuanya full of crap jer.. ape benda politik yg begitu songsang hinggakan aku naik meluat dgn semua ni.. hope they would not destroy our country juz for power!!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Di mana bumi dipijak disitu langit dijunjung??

begitu kah yg sepatutnya berlaku pd aku?? atau aku yg patut mengubah bumi yg dipijak ini?? tapi sememangnya aku terpaksa menjadi pretender disini krn jika aku menunjukkan apa yg aku rasa, hanya perang yg akan berlaku... itulah nilai kompromi yg aku pegang, selagi aku leh tolerate, wat per perlu bermasam muka.. telan sajer sehingga ia menjadi racun baru luahkan.. biarpun mcm maner disini, itu lah lumrah manusia.. kdg2 tak boleh terlalu statik, terpaksa adapt to the sorrounding.. ermm.. what up man!!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Menerima kekalahan...

Menerima atau melawan?? adakah melawan bererti aku lebih baik dan tak putus asa.. tapi kdg2 lebih baik menerima kekalahan dan melihat kembali di mana silapnya.. tp skrg aku pun xtahu adakah dgn melawan aku akan mencapai kemenangan?? adakah kemenangan itu yg aku inginkan.. segalanya begitu jelas.. tapi selalunya aku tidak melawan,, aku hanya bertahan.. sehinggalah segalanya lebih mudah.. tapi my mind is very strong but my body weaken.. why?? i dunt know... i really dunt know.. but fuck off!!

Monday, February 2, 2009

whut wrong??

feeling like .......... aiyok!! whut is happening.. suddenly rase kosong plak.. mende ler.. erm... mcm cak keli cap dowh..

A New Day....

maybe... i dunt know but every time i walk into the class.. ada bermcm2 feeling.. xpernah ada satu pun yg sama.. ada sajer benda yg mengusik minda aku nih.. kdg2 terpikir juga apakah yg boleh dilakukan.. tapi tadi ada seorang pelajar yg berjaya masuk ilmu ke dlm kepalanya dan aku rasa sgt puas hati.. selama ini aku menekan peljar2 ni dan kini ada seorang yg berjaya mendapat hasilnya.. YES!!! inilah kepuasan yg paling tinggi bagi seorang guru bila mana pelajarnya mendapat hasil drpd pengajaranya..

Friday, January 30, 2009

Duniaku..

apakah makna faith?? adakah sama erti dgn iman?? erm.. melihat keadaan masyarakat kini membuat aku terpikir apakah kita maju utk suatu kemusnahan?? adakah dunia ini penuh dgn kebencian dan kesakitan?? knape perlu sikap kasar atau kurang ajar?? apa perlu marah2 dan melenting?? kadang2 aku pun terpikir knape aku marah budak2 nih?? tapi realitinya aku bukan ler marah dgn kebodohan mereka tapi marah dgn tiadanya usaha utk mendapatkan ilmu.. kerana semasa aku dulu, aku sudah sedar kepentingan ilmu ni.. mmg ler masa kat U aku malas giler nk study.. wat xsmt or exam semuanya last minute.. but at least i put some effort and i did quite well.. tapi semasa aku disana, byk aku merasai kebaikan org2 yg melayan aku dgn baik walaupun aku nih agak "unique"... tapi entahlah, dlm mencari kepuasan hati tidak semestinya mengorbankan keinginan kita?? atau terpaksa melupakan keinginan semata2 utk mendapat kepuasan.. aku rasa pelik bila mana melihat apa yg manusia mampu lakukan terhadap insan lain.. why? sebab itu aku tak pernah terpikir utk menganiaya orang lain.. tapi kenape ramai sgt org di dunia ini yg tak berhati perut? tapi satu sajer yg aku tahu, bila hilangnya pedoman agama dlm hidup maka hilanglah petunjuk dlm hidup.. aku sendiri pun perlukan hidayah walaupun sehingga kini aku amat tak puas hati dgn tahap keimanan aku pd allah s.w.t.. aku hanya manusia biasa.. disaat segalanya nampak kelam..

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Banjir di keningau..

bila kita pikir yg benda tu dh teruk, tapi skrg bertambah teruk lagi.. banjir besar melanda kawasan kg, jln2 pn dh makin teruk.. inikah ujian pd aku?? waduh.. letih pun ada, sakit kepala pn ada.. my mental, physical and everything is down.. aku kena recharge balik bateri nih.. erm.. but life ni mmg menarik, di dlm keadaan begini,, tiba2 muncul sesuatu yg membuat hidup bersinar balik.. wakaka.. i dunt know.. but at least there a hope.. hehe.. walau aku dok seminggu kat sini sorang2, tp aku masih disini, masih kuat walau semangat agak jatuh.. tapi ok ler gak.. hrp2 bulan mac ni ada ler induksi, dpt aku balik mendapat kembali semangat yg hilang nih.. if not, i dunt know..

Friday, January 23, 2009

Cutiku di Kg kahaba..

seminggu aku disini... erm... entah ler... byk benda aku nk wat.. yg plg penting nk wat RPH utk the whole year.. nanti dh terbiasa tak wat RPH susah lak if transfer ke sek di luar bandar.. but disini terpaksa ler tipu2 RPH coz aku byk ajar dak2 ni bkn guna tahap 6 punya tahap coz mereka ni banyak benda yg tak tau.. bila ditanya, jawapan standard, cikgu tak ajar.. kecian gak ler.. cikgu2 sini almost all masuk pun dlm 3 kali seminggu pastu cuma ajar sejam dua jer.. amik sikap sambil lewa jer.. sudah ler budak di sini takde pendedahan pastu dpt plak cikgu yg cam tu.. cikgu2 nih bkn baru ngajar, dh tua2 pun tapi itu ler dier.. bertambah teruk ler masa depan dak2 pedalaman nih.. sakit ati gak terpaksa cover for them.. takpe ler,, maybe sepanjang aku disini dpt ler tolong2 dak2 nih.. yg pasti, aku cuba jer cheer up myself.. jgn susah kan hati.. bile ler nk interview spp nih.. adui.. mcm2 ler..

Saturday, January 17, 2009

PAS menang Kuala Terengganu!!!yahooo!!

inilah bukti rakyat masih tidak melihat sebarang perubahan dilakukan oleh pimpinan BN selepas Tsunami March 2008.. segala yg dilakukan hanya omong2 kosong.. ALLAHUAKBAR!!!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

sudah mula membentuk rutin....

rasanya aku dh mula membiasakan diri dgn kerjaya sbg guru nih.. bila mengajar pun sudah ada natural flownyer dan tidak seperti dulu yg byk terkantoi learning objektif dan yg lain2.. tapi skrg nih aku kena mula wat RPH coz mesti kena ada planning gak.. tapi aku kena gak wak cara learning 4 exam coz that the best way for these kids.. next week ada exam EXCEL for year six.. skrg nih musim hujan, solar pun xcukup kuasa dah.. tapi yg plg aku risau if terputus hubungan dgn dunia luar krn keadaan jalan agak membimbangkan..

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Di mana keutamaan??

walaupun aku ni penyokong pakatan rakyat, tapi apa yg berlaku di sini amat menyedihkan.. sudah hampir 3 bulan jambatan yg menghubungkan kg kahaba dgn dunia luar runtuh, tapi sehingga kini segala bantuan yg dijanjikan tidak kunjung tiba...penduduk di sini tidak meminta highway lima bintang tp cuma sebuah jambatan yg tidak memakan belanja yg banyak pun.. tapi disini dpt kita lihat permainan politik mereka yg hanya hadir utk undi tapi hilang bila rakyat hadapi masalah.. boleh dikatakan penduduk di sini semuanya menyokong BN tapi lihat ler apa terjadi.. jika mereka yg mampu berfikir, renungkanlah..

Saturday, January 10, 2009

MALAYSIAN MALAYSIA..

di kg kahaba ini, aku dpt merasai sebuah masyarakat yg tidak mengenal asal-usul,agama dan juga bangsa... masyarakat di sini melayan aku seperti salah seorang drpd mereka.. bila bertembung pasti menegur dan tersenyum riang.. dan di sini, cikgu sangat2 dihormati.. aku rasa seperti kembali ke zaman2 di kg2 dulu di mana semua org kenal satu sama lain dan cikgu merupakan satu figure yg menjadi idola pelajar.. kadang2, kemunduran sebenarnya membawa kepada kemurahan dan humility kpd setiap insan.. aku rasa selesa di dlm komuniti sebegini...

Thursday, January 8, 2009

jambatan ke sekolah runtuh!!

kedatangan ke sekolah disambut dgn jambutan yg telah runtuh sepenuhnya.. kini kami terpaksa meninggalkan kereta di luar dan berjalan kaki ke sekolah dan berenang merentasi sungai.. namun begitu, ada juga berita gembira, seorang guru dari semenanjung akn dihantar ke sekolah aku, so ada juga boleh dibuat kawan nanti.. hrp2 satu kepala ler..

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Perpisahan....

..tadi anak sedara aku panggil ayah shu.. ayah shuuu.. sedih ler plak.. dekat 2 bulan asik main dgn dier.. skrg kena tinggalkan family.. tipu ler if aku xsedih.. memang berat nk tinggalkan keluarga.. dan berjauhan di seberang laut.. tapi allah dh bagi jalan yg aku kena ikuti.. 2 hari yg lalu, tiba2 aku demam, smpi skrg masih tak ok lagi.. maybe demam coz nk berpisah kot.. tapi nk wat mcm ner?? kena kuatkan diri.. teguhkan iman... maybe sblm ni aku lalai tapi skrg nih xleh ler lupa pesan ibu supaya jgn tinggalkan solat lima waktu.. aduh..aduh..aduh... pedih dan pahit menghadapi perpisahan... Ya Allah, kuatkan semangat aku.. kuatkan iman aku, berikan aku petunjuk dan hidayah.. sesungguhnya hamba-Mu ini sgt lemah dan selalu melupakan suruhan-Mu.. Ya Allah.. hanya pada-Mu tempat aku bermohon.. Amin.. Allahuakbar!! Allahuakbar!!